Lists..

List of things that I should do:

Quit worrying about everything - whether its the finances, the confirmation letter, the preps, unhappiness watever, just leave it. if its meant to happen it will. leave it to HIM

Adopt a healthy lifestyle - i haven exercised in a while and i'm getting lazy! bad bad bad.. no use complaining that my weight is going up slowly. i have to do something about it. and the diet.. got to stop the fast food, nuts and walnut cakes once and for all. if at 37 a healthy guy can get a heart attack, i'd better start doing something about my lifestyle.

Be happy - i am blessed in many ways. i have to be more positive and not get upset at small things. *count my blessings, not the tears*

Stop procrastinating! - this is my no one pitfall. have to do something about it.

Be a more understanding person - people around me are going thru more stress and unhappiness than i am. i have to put them b4 me. esp bee and anna.


Things i can strike off my wishlist.
Holiday to Bintan
Degree with distinction (Inshah Allah)
New job with better pay (Alhamdulila)
Everlasting love - i believe so.

Met rashi after eons yday. its good. i miss the fun times we used to have talking on the pone almost daily for hrs. we've grown up and r so busy with our lives. quite sad also. suggested we take a trip together before oct. inshah allah hope it materialises.

have to go down to SIM to pay my last membership fee. procrastinating on tat too!. haiz. i need to prioritise man.