Finally blogging..

Always had the intention to blog but was just way too lazy to start it..
And i realise that I really need to do some writing in order to keep my vocabulary skills intact. haha - besides work of cos. ;)

Anyway, just to update you guys on the status of things on my side..
Alright guys, I am doing well now, with the grace of god. The demise of my loved one did leave me stricken, but oh well, life goes on and i'm just glad shes been relieved of her suffering.

And yes, I am STILL in my prev company - the place that I interned.. Its been about 20 months, and I am waiting to leave but hey the benefits here are pretty awesome that sometimes I cant help but think twice about this.

I mean, where else are you allowed to come in 15-30 mins late, take long lunches, have wonderful colleagues, a huge table all to urself, early leave for the fasting month, bonus every Jan and a guaranteed increment every yr? hmm life sure sounds good here.. but honestly, sometimes i ponder if thats all one needs to get from a job.

Job satisfaction is something that is essential for one to feel good at the end of a long working day or week. I feel myself pondering every once in a while

Am I making full use of my potential?

OR

Am i staying on just because I fear change?

When I went back to poly for a Graduates Advisory Committee meeting, Ms Loh and Ms Peters, my two very fav lecturers back at SP were very happy for me. Ms Loh in particular encouraged me to stay in Huntington for 2-3 years atleast as it will provide me with very relevant experience.

Sure, I have learnt alot here. I started as an intern, progressed to a PR Asst and am nw a PR Exec. Got my first promo in 8 months. And i know in abt 3 months, when I finish my degree, I'll be made an associate. What else could I ask for right? It all seems perfect, until one of those low periods hit you and then you start wondering, am I doing the right thing.

But oh well, i'll just have to go with the flow and trust in HIM to show me the right directions.

On a happier note, bro is back to work as a medic. Cant help but feel happy for him cos I know this job gives him satisfcation at the end of the day. And i sure hope things go back to normal soon. I will now have more time for my small talks with him and i will finally be able to see him daily! yay. =) And yes iffa and bro are back together and i am SOO happy about it. Elated is the word. Inshah Allah, i pray they will always last and live happily ever after... The way I pray and believe Rasheed and I will. Did i say I soo missed iffa?.

And theres a whole list of other ppl i miss..
Rashi
Banu
Fawaz (my baby nephew)
My nieces Shamila and Shamina
Irsath
and my beeeee...

the days are just flying by and everyone is soo busy these days. wonder where its all gonna lead to. am meeting the mates later for break fast.. the guys r flying off on Fri and of all times Kel is sick now.. hope he recovers soon. i'm gonna miss our weekend outings boy.

till i blog again,
happy ramadan to all ma fellow muslim mates.

cheers,