bittersweet raya

Alrightz, Raya was nt as bad as i thought its gonna be.
For one thing, going to bishan was nt such a bad idea after all.. esp cos we went abt 8 and the bbq was already underway.. yes bbq on raya? we're a bunch of unique ppl.. haha.. actually no la. its jus tat bishan home is gonna be no more after like 10 yrs.. cos shafi's moving to his new home with his parents.. so yea it was a kinda farewell to e place. bbq was norm, a lil slow and e started off feeling raya stil was nt wat it used to be..

but first, Fawaz was sooooooooooo cuteee... lol. e part where he came to me tinking i was akka, looked up at me and started crying - that was really funny. heh.

the fun started pastt midnight.. when e elder had their conference abt grandpa.. so e cousins gathered. nt all, but a no of us.. aisha, arifa, ansari, fathima, faizal, julie, shabana, me and bro, shafi and nisha. quite a handful.. and we played...

CHARADES!! haha. yea it didnt sound like a great idea first.. esp cos there had nt been alot of communication between some of us in recent times. glad for a no of tings..

1) Communication with Aisha and Arifa. Alhamdulila. I really hope the days of unhappiness are ovr. honestly, i have no real idea why we drifted apart.. misunderstanding/ some wrong doing on my part? i really duno. but e problem with me is, i dun ask. haiz. but im glad on tat day we were all tog. =)

2) Anna and Aisha co-existed in one team. I know they have some major unhappiness, but i really hope all if forgiven and forgotten as of tis raya. honestly, since we r family, wats e use of bearing grudges.

3) It helped me loosen up and cheer up ALOT.


and alas, our uncles joined us in the game!! lol. so there were so many old songs, rules and hand gestures.. it was funnn.. we went home at 430am. hah. am glad all went well. but of cos it would have been better with the presense of

Rashi, banu, chachi and mummy. they were all missed.

Sat had visitors over.. and btw, i still get ang pows!! wooohooo.. though im working.. =)

And sunday, i was over at bee's place.. He came down to amk to fetch me to his place.. and no bike today cos.. i was wearing a kebaya.. sewn from the sari his mum gave me. hah. was nicee..

and the food there.. yummmmmm.. delicious.. his mum's a wonderful cook, just like mummy. felt myself tear a lil at the table tinking abt mummy. but well, people have to move on. like what akka told me, u have to tink abt the better things.. like e first raya with him.

so yeaps, alhamdulila.
thank god i have him
thank god i have anna
thank god i have people arnd me who care

his mum, she treats me like family. alhamdulila.

so yea after tat long break, am back at work. nt a gd feeling.. but then again, if holidays lasted for ever, i can nvr have that holiday that i am planning for to maldives. heh.