Count down begins

So after mths of preparation, THE DAY is almost here.

I am on leave till after my wedding. Need to catch up on sleep and do all the beauty routines during the next one week. I pray all goes fine and e day is a success. (nw i'm making it sound like its an event i'm organising. perils of the job. haha)

human beings can be so unpredictable. sometimes e person you thought you knew well all ur life, suddenly seems like someone u can't understand at all. someone u don't understand at all.

i am stressed. upset. disappointed. most of all hurt. at last evening's happenings.
but alas, what can i say? wat right do i have to say anything anymore.

sealed with a tear.

despite all of it, i am greatful for the support i have from people arnd me who love me.

sometimes e most impt thing to do is express ur love. not keep it bottled within u. is ego the most impt thing after all? i wonder.

i know for sure, i would nt react or do things this way at least not at this time.

its a confused entry i know.
i am confused.

not the right time to be i know.
but its not just me that needs to know.

back to work. will update the next time in nov.
inshah allah with alot of pics. =)